♥Lifeless Ordinary♥
Haven’t been bloggin for awhile, i’m happy and felt weird, kinda depressed at the same time. Reason being, i’m looking for my career options, not satisfied til i get the F.A. position, already passed 3 screenings in emirates, i dunno how many more to go…(GO GWEN!) 
Really bored at the moment, always hoping my baby’s okay, he’s been working really, really hard. always thinkin about him. we spend time together but i’m just missing him heaps.
Hoping for a big turnaround in my life, not being ungrateful or whatever, just wanting for what’s more to life, and more that i can bring to myself, my family and my pretty family in the future.. heehee!
i remember what my best friend told me, "You have to realize your worth…" i will never, ever forget that (thanks cuz!) well, that opened my eyes, and me, realizing what i have and what i can do, made me feel blessed and hopeful, and proud….In addition to that, knowing that i’ve got pretty good, supportive, great friends and my ever happy and complex family… 
I always think of ways to make things better, and my life has been really great. I’ve been messed up for awhile, but thanks to bert. I regained my sanity.
